Wednesday, May 27, 2015

Selfie. Solo. Soliloquoy.

I looked at my prayer notes from the last month of 2014 into 2015, which was an unsent message in my email. Ironic. I had definitely sent it out even though it had no recipient's email and still sat in my Drafts folder. There were only four things on that list. And by the end of the 2015's 1st quarter, they were all resolved.

While driving home in the thunderstorm late yesterday, (yesterday in itself was a mini-rollercoaster), I switched off my radio, to give silence some airtime. Somewhere in the quietness, I realized that I hadn't done enough dreaming. How could I possibly have challenged myself enough if I was already "done" praying or wanting more by April?

I'm nearing a comfort zone minefield, and I'm glad I caught it. I am going back to the drawing board, and gathering momentum for the next hurdle. I am not settling for an average life.